Random quote of the moment:
"Humans are amusing."
"Fools are amusing."
"That's what I said."
"No, you said humans... hey!"
*snicker*

Followed by:
"The whole world is cracked. ...Cracked is such a cool word! It sounds like a drug reference, but it's not!"
"..."

...yes, I do enjoy my insanity. Oh, and guess what I'm going to see this Friday? On the big screen? Yes, that's right kiddies, it's Escaflowne: A Girl in Gaea! Woo! I'll finally be able to see the source of the most wonderful soundtrack in existence (and the best ALHR-reading music ever), and in a theater no less! W00t! After missing X, I am going to be at the first showing this time, no question!

To do:
Jay Gordon--Nightwalker--Cain/Shido, Shido-Riho
Five for Fighting--Smallville--Clark/Lana
Puddle of Mudd--FY--Yui, Miaka, Tamahome, Hotohori
X Japan--FFX--all
Metallica--FFX--Auron, Jecht, Braska
"If I could, then I would..."--FFX--Tidus/Yuna
Creed--FY--Yui
Bush--IWTV--Lestat/Louis
Nickelback--Cowboy Bebop--Spike/Julia/Viscous
Steve McDonald--FY--Nuriko
Linkin Park--Utena--School life vs. Duelist life
Splashdown--Utena--Utena, Anthy, Toga, Akio
Staind--MKR--regret (remake)

Recent search results that turned up NOTHING... grrr...

CCKxSpark
YCCKxSpark
ECCKxSpark
random yaoi action

...also 'skin Hiei alive'... but I think it's good that one didn't find anything...

Oh! And I was on a plane! FOUR times! Ha! ^____^ *dances around* Whew! I fly! ^_^ I have also been encourage-ed on my crazy schemes by the complete stranger sitting next to me on his way back from a phone card convention. Bwahahahahaha. Now I shall be insuferable-er. ~_^

Crap. I'm in a bitchy mood today for no apparent reason. Hate that. Don't think it's PMS... don't really keep track so I could be wrong, but... Don't think it's the heat either, 'cause the past two days were hotter and even that wasn't that hot (although everyone else seemed to think it was, but go figure). Pre-con stress, maybe, or something? But yesterday I was all psyched about it and went to the mall to get cosplay stuff and met some cool people working at Suncoast starting an anime club, and I was all "yay! Con!" ...but just now I was working on my Shuichi cosplay, and there's a few details that just don't hang quite right, but not that big of a deal, and people came in and started talking to me, and I went full-out bitch. No apparent reason. Argh. Hate that.

Well, I wound up thinking that my cosplay looked like crap and no one's going to recognize me, but I usually think that way, and I'm usually right, but I usually have fun anyway, so... crap, now I've got a headache... Why the bitchy mood? Why?

I very nearly started crying a few minutes ago. My eyes were tearing up, and then I noticed, and went what the heck? ...although I've got a vague guess as to why that happened, but that probably belongs more on my other blog... moving on.

I've been bored beyond belief lately. Seriously, incredibly, bored. And I don't know why. I've got all the work to do that I had before, I've got all the hobbies that I had before plus two... but I get home and I sit in front of the computer and get off the computer and wander around the room awhile and get on the computer again and blog about being bored. And this has been going on for weeks. And I keep thinking, 'well, why don't I do something fun?' and answer myself 'what's fun?' 'well... um... hey, anime! Let's watch anime!' 'I've seen all my anime before, and all the rental store's anime, and I don't feel like driving up to the mall just to buy a movie.' '...okay, fine. Um... let's call someone!' 'People suck.' 'Well, aren't you pleasant... wait, you? Now I'm talking like you're a separate individual...' 'Yep. We're full-out crazy.' 'Anyway... let's work on our contact juggling!' 'Okay. There's a ball on the back of my hand. Wheee. I sure am having some fun.' 'Prick. Work out?' 'Already did. Yawn.' 'Guitar?' 'Fingers are still sore.' 'Piano's out too, then... and drawing... and typing, for that matter... damn. Walk in the woods?' 'Tempting... but too hot.' 'Geez... let's just get on the computer and blog.' 'Fine. Not that that's fun either, but at least my body will be moving...' ...and lookie, I'm still bored.

And what makes it worse is there's nothing to look forward to. It's not like, well, I'm bored now, but soon I'll be able to go... insert-fun-activity-of-your-choice-here. Which is wrong. 'Cause I'm going to a con tomorrow. Cons are fun. I was excited about it yesterday, for a while (most of yesterday I was just bored). But... I don't know. Not excited. And past the con... more cons... college... eventual career... trip to Japan... okay, there's a little 'yay' involved in that last one.

I'm thinking it's wanderlust. I haven't been anywhere in ages. The only things that catch my interest at all involve travel (although at times even that can't get me excited...). I want to wander... Sucky modern world, modern wandering bards so hard to do and all... *sticks tongue out*

Oh. Got an idea. Looking for deeper meaning in my life. That's probably it. 'Cause the things that keep me entertained are just that--entertainment. Not very deep, that. Even working out hasn't served any major practical purpose that I can see. I am the definition of practical (well, with my own bizarre self-interest twisting that ino whatever I want it to mean), but most of the things I can do to keep myself entertained are very frivolous. Video games. Japanese cartoons, for crying out loud.

Damnit. Deeper meaning, huh... Anything beyond this belongs on my other blog.

Which Gackt are you most like?

quiz by mcvarmazi

Discovery! Getting out of a bad mood is surprisingly easy as long as you keep one thing in mind: You are superior to all other lifeforms on this pathetic planet. Damn, being self-centered can be fun. ~_^

Seriously! First off, your bad mood is obviously a direct result of someone else's actions. It can't be your fault because you, of course, are perfection. So some stupid insignificant being did something typically stupid and pissed you off. Stop and think about this for a second. That insignificant being pissed you off? They have that much control over your emotions? No way! You're perfection, that means you're stronger than that! Geez, pathetic insignificant being, thinking it had control over you... shyeah, right! Laugh over the foolish mortal's stupidity and go on with your day, happy in the knowledge of your own perfection.

~_^ Hey, it may be chock full of delusions of grandeur, but it's fun. And spending a day being pissed off over something stupid is just plain annoying. It also helps to have some nice non-angsty yaoi to stare at, if you can find any. But that could just be me. ~_^

Gods, I've been screwed up lately.

Tons of assignments to do before tomorrow. Well, today, now. Three different responses to Hamlet, and an essay regarding Don Quixote to be written in Spanish. It's truly difficult to write a creative response to Hamlet when you've seen the thing a million times. Not that I don't love it, but... *sigh* Classes, huh? Well, the Hamlet thing's done with, and CAGE is all ready for tomorrow's update--yay, happy me, my webcomic's finally online! Sorry, I'm still worked up about that--but the essay in Spanish has yet to be begun. Why? Because it needs to be written in Spanish, simply. And I am bad at that. I could write it in Japanese, although badly. But not in Spanish, even though I've been studying it for years. I've never heard people really speak it, use it as their natural tongue. Translation I can do. But I can't think in Spanish, which makes it very difficult to write.

And so I wound up writing poetry instead.

*sigh* ...bad Kiti, bad bad Kiti... I really do need to stop this whole procrastination thing, it's very bad for me. Even though I have been wanting to write a poem like this for a while.

...whoa. That was weird. I haven't wanted to write poetry since I got over the whole teenage angst thing. Huh.

Well, anyway, this needed to be written. But why, in the name of all the gods, did I feel the urge to post it online? On ff.net, of all places? It's not like it's going to make any sense to most people. And even of the people who do understand most of it, there's at least one verse that no one aside from me will understand.

Well, maybe one person. But I sincerely doubt she'll ever read it. Well, maybe, but probably not.

...Crap. I think I just realized why I posted it on ff.net. Kiti, you are such a baka...

CAGE IS UP! CAGE IS FINALLY UP! BWAHAHAHAHA!!!!

Now, if you'll excuse me, I have a Forever Knight marathon to get back to.